Blame Yourself.

yes, YOU!

    Im not gonna beg. Im not gonna stoop that low, I know where I stand. This time you crossed to far. This is my way of expressing my piece of mind and there's nothing you can do about it. Guilt will eat up the person at fault.
   
    Just because of one slip of the tongue and BAM! Im in jeopardy. Im not kidding when I say I have a reputation to take care of. I want to be the girl that my friends parents would be happy with. Not someone who is a  useless skank. People do judge each other by the cover.. what to do? Its human nature.

    Its hard to be accepted in a community where you seem like a piece of shit. Thats why I have certain friends. Call me arrogant, but just because Im different, tear my skin off and you'll see flesh and blood just like you.

   If YOU are in deep shit, DONT drag me down. YOU'RE the wrong one NOT me. You stabbed me just like that, It was my fault to even trust you. Get what I mean? Just because of my weakness people take advantage. I cannot turn back time and make things seem right. There's always karma.

   This may seem cruel but, I dont care for sorry's , tears and pleads. I just wish you the best to grow up and be a better person. Kissing up to those 'so-called popular kids' dosent make you one of them, it makes you look like a dog. Following and obeying every single thing. Why be like them? being you is anyone would ask for.

   Please dont make my life as tough as it is now. Im going through alot, more than you can imagine. I went through what you're going through when I was 9. Dont cry for what you're going through without realising other peoples fate.

  All I wanted was to be your friend but no, you treated me like how you would treat some idiot. Im not stupid, I just spared you're feelings because I know you would hate me. Everyday I live by the breath to be patient with everyone and I dont wish to die that way.

  People can say what they wanna say about me. Tell my darkest secret. Hurt me. Make rumours about me. Hate me. But I'll just keep quiet so I wont say things that Im dead right serious about.

thilaCamillo