worst girlfriend material

im the worst person
to be in a relationship with
i suck at it & i just really suck at it
getting hurt once already thought me alot

& my view on guys
are very thin these days
im not trying to say that im lesbo
puuhhlleeaassee!!! i'd kiss a monkeys butt la

my goal this year was to make friends
but i didnt want those friends
to be more than friends
i feel bad ya know..

long term heratbroken
has been the heartbreaker
its just a thick glass your gonna break through me
& dont hope your gonna get through

once the glass is broken
you know you'll get hurt
& somewhere in the middle
Bruno Mars's Grenade appears

a wise & lovely senior of mine
Eta, told me
you'll hurt more giving out fake love
& i realised that & made the same mistake

only time can patch up
the hole in the past
how much you try to do it yourself
there are scar marks

                                                                  thila Camillo