The Screams In My Head...

sometimes, u feel pain,misery,suffering

&& ur lost in a world ur not familiar with

where everything DOSENT go your way

where everyone DOSENT hear you

hear your scream...

hear your pain

It hurts to hv no mo or dad

to push you

to support you...

their far far away

trying to earn a living

Never knowing if they...

they miss u.....

&& you crying for days...

crying a river full of tears

crying till your eyes look like tomatoes

its never fun && never easy to deal with

some say its just a test God has put me in

but why, why am i crying???

crying, pouring my heart out...

to wht i feeel throughout these years...

I cant wait for it to stop

Cant wait for it to end

still waiting....

&& waiting.....

T.C.