Un-Derstanding....

The whole point there's an "Un"

in understanding is bcuz no one understands

not evn ur best friends

im troubled....

exam is nearing & when i ask for help

there are no hands to lend

there are no sholder's to cry on

everything is wrong!!!!

me,my life...

I am wrong!!!!

since i mixed up with certain ppl

i've become  totally stupid...

it is true!!!!! vry true...

i cant stand this pressure

where i take care of their feelings

but they abandon mine

its not fair!!!!

im not rich, not pretty, not smart, not anything

im just shit, rubbish,dumb,stupid

i cry everytime i get my results

my parents are always away

no one to teach me anything

no one to guide me

 rmbr when i got a C for maths

in standard six

mom wasnt pleased

she gave me serious wacking

& i dunno whts gonna happen soon

i know there's hope out there

i do believe

but im blind to see....

im still blind

T.C.