A Secret Message?

Today i stayed up till 6a.m frm yesterday

tired mmg ada la obviously

but then i slept thru the whole day

i started to dream...

& i dont know at the end of the dream

was it a nightmare

or a well lesson thaught to me

i dont know..

there was one part of my dream

where all my teachers were thare

& they constantly talked about me

like on & on & on...

then they called me

'Thila, come here'

my hearts started pounding like the rush of a hurricane

i so, did as instructed

then they gave me so assignments to do

when i looked through the paper i noticed

that i've done most of them before

they gave me the period of 15 minutes

to get things done..

i blindedly said 'ok'

as i got back to my table

i noticed there were'nt much to do

& i did it & exactly that moment the bell went off

i got up & started packing my belongings

when one of the teachers touched a particular book

& whispered to the other teacher

'is this stone or what?'

not knowing i heard

i started grinning

as i thought that the teacher appreaciated

my initiative to bring alot of reference books

my dear friend overheard as well...

so i asked her

'she asked wether stone or not ryte???hahaha'

then there was a sudden change on her face

she said to me with full of patience

'yeah but she meant wether was the book for real or not?'

i was confused

then it started to make sense

the teacher said wether was it made out of stone

wether i was taking education as a joke

that i was useless

no point of bringing books for eyes to see

i started crying....

it almost felt real as though i could feel the tears

the wet feeling

when i woke up that moment

i WAS crying...& i started to cry more...

Thila Camillo