A loss of a friend

I once had the bestest friend in the world
we shared our secrets together
laugh till we cried,
cried on each others shoulders,
investigating stuff together,
getting scolded by teachers together.
Even our parents were friends
who look almost alike!

But, ever since this thing called high school
everything changed
looks,walks,talks,laughs,personality
but most importantly
memories..
we got split up in Bukit Kuda
yet, we still made an effort
to give birthday presents to each other
and have recess on the same table

form 1 was just the beginning
a little obnoxiousness can be verified
we started to part in form 2
when i went to the A class
i was misreable without her
i never realised wether i changed
when i was in A class
if i did, i apologize from the bottom of my heart
i never meant to seperate
due to class differences

im not that stereotype kinda person
hanging around MY class ONLY
i mix around, thats what i love doing
now that im not officially 15 yet
but in form 3.. we both are
on different planets with different laws
she came up to 1st class while i dropped to the 2nd
not that i hate it, trust me,
its the best thing that has ever happened

that lil' brat turned into a
word that is not very appropriate to put out
i love her to death
but she treats me like a low class
it seems like she's
trying to lower my self esteem
if she could just see
how much she changed

or look at the mirror
and realise what a monster she's turning into
im not saying that the A class
influenced her to be like that
no, its she herself thinking
she so great that she's in A
i admit she's better than me
phisically and personality wise
she's tall,pretty,smarter than me..
and all that, you can compare
and see the huge difference between us

but Pn. Juliet told me
that we are all the same
we dont divide into levels
we have brains to even think of that
imagine us quite apart now..
what about the future?
or what if one of us is deceased?
*touchwood*
neither of us would say what we want to say
but we can only wish for
i hope something will open your eyes
my best friend
whatever happens i love you

                                                                   thilaCamillo