1st Monthiversary.

    In less than half an hour, A month has passed. Like 1 freaking month?! Is it me or is time really on a roll this time? Ita crazy how we both never really faught over the tiniest matters. I had learnt how to forgive. I stick to my words that I said in the beginning, 'He makes me fall in love with him every single day like its the very 1st time'.
   Today as I sat staring blankly at the ceiling during my History examination which I have no confidence in this time, I flashback to the moment where you actually said yes to me. That Saturday 'morning', I stayed up till 3 just thinking if it was a dream. A dream where my eyes never shut. I managed to get some sleep only to get up at 4 and having to think about the same thing.
   The next day, you told me the same thing that happened to you. You didnt sleep till 3, I started to think it was a coincidence. Ever since that day you changed your stat's, I visited your wall just to see who commented what. A smile just carved on my silly face. For once, I was happy & all my fears and problems just went away.
   I remember the efforts I did to even say hello to you in the past. Like what you told me, the past has passed. All this while I couldn't let an inch of you skip my mind. Days passed which turned into a month. Here we are, people wished me the best of luck and hopefully there are more monthiversaries to come for us. Their such sports.
   Im trying not to look back at the past but I swear I missed loads of chances on Saturday. I didnt even look straight to your face but just stole glances to see you smile. My hands trembled as you came walking, with the water bottle tightly gripped on my hand, you could see the shivers that I passed onto the piece of plastic.
   You should have seen the look on my face after you left, full of hope,crushed just because I didn't open my mouth. You're darn right If you thought I let out a huge sigh.I promised so much before but I never said a thing and look at me now, sneezing my soul out.
  
   Here I plead out that, I, S.Thilakawathy Camillo (Im being too formal) will look you ________________ (it has to be on the low for now) in the eye, and say with all the might I have, even if its the courage of a mouse, That I love you, Im currently loving you and I'll forever love you. When I say forever, I mean forever. No matter rain or shine, this words will eventually be said to you.

Happy Monthiversary love.
thilaCamillo