She goes back, again.
Girls and guys have been through break ups and make ups. Forgetting isn't the hardest part, its the flashbacks that hurt the most. I have best friends who have been through this situation only with different people.
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There she sits on a rusted old bench repainted in a colour that I fancy on my nails. Both of us look at the sky ask it glows its twilight glow. Time flew pretty fast. I listen her talk about a guy whom she'd do anything for, but he dosen't see that. Her smile, stunning. Her hair all clipped into messy curls, skin tan but beautiful. She's my best friend. Its been forever since we met ever since school ended. A tiny reunion we caught up with.
She speaks the truth. Her questions unanswered. She talks about how, he says the most romantic and affectionate things to her but apologizes the very next day. That's not what she wanted. For once, she'd thought he'd be serious. He'd be with her, He'd wait for her, He'd leave his partner for her. She, the gullible girl I know, believed every single thing only to find her expectations crashing down.
Why promise something you barely can't remember the next day ? Why say you'd wait when, there's a part time girl ? Why search the whole world for somebody to love when she's right next to you ? Why pretend like nothing ever existed ? Why say that she'll be the first and the last? Last but not least, the promise I despise the most to its very core. I'll love you FOREVER.
It screams DANGER when you promise her something. Through all your mistakes, she'll flashback to the promises you made. Where are YOU gonna put your face ? Bury it in the sand like an ostrich ? Why make her feel special today and unwanted tomorrow ?
No matter how much you hurt her, notice how that she loves you even more ? She believes that you will eventually love her like she did. That keeps her breathing everyday. She wakes up, motivating herself and convincing her soul that you'll love her. Not today or tomorrow but soon in time you'll be there for her. No matter how mad she can get, it only takes few words to make her melt and come crawling back to you.
And what do you do ? You toy her. She's like your temporary girlfriend. When you're lonely, bored, sad, troubled she's there. Giving immediate replies to your text message but when she needs you the most, she dosen't speak but hope that you WILL remember her.
She's willing to wait a thousand years or to end up as a friend just so she can support you. Just so she can make stand high while she is feeling all the weight on her shoulders.
She loves you.
thilaCamillo
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There she sits on a rusted old bench repainted in a colour that I fancy on my nails. Both of us look at the sky ask it glows its twilight glow. Time flew pretty fast. I listen her talk about a guy whom she'd do anything for, but he dosen't see that. Her smile, stunning. Her hair all clipped into messy curls, skin tan but beautiful. She's my best friend. Its been forever since we met ever since school ended. A tiny reunion we caught up with.
She speaks the truth. Her questions unanswered. She talks about how, he says the most romantic and affectionate things to her but apologizes the very next day. That's not what she wanted. For once, she'd thought he'd be serious. He'd be with her, He'd wait for her, He'd leave his partner for her. She, the gullible girl I know, believed every single thing only to find her expectations crashing down.
Why promise something you barely can't remember the next day ? Why say you'd wait when, there's a part time girl ? Why search the whole world for somebody to love when she's right next to you ? Why pretend like nothing ever existed ? Why say that she'll be the first and the last? Last but not least, the promise I despise the most to its very core. I'll love you FOREVER.
It screams DANGER when you promise her something. Through all your mistakes, she'll flashback to the promises you made. Where are YOU gonna put your face ? Bury it in the sand like an ostrich ? Why make her feel special today and unwanted tomorrow ?
No matter how much you hurt her, notice how that she loves you even more ? She believes that you will eventually love her like she did. That keeps her breathing everyday. She wakes up, motivating herself and convincing her soul that you'll love her. Not today or tomorrow but soon in time you'll be there for her. No matter how mad she can get, it only takes few words to make her melt and come crawling back to you.
And what do you do ? You toy her. She's like your temporary girlfriend. When you're lonely, bored, sad, troubled she's there. Giving immediate replies to your text message but when she needs you the most, she dosen't speak but hope that you WILL remember her.
She's willing to wait a thousand years or to end up as a friend just so she can support you. Just so she can make stand high while she is feeling all the weight on her shoulders.
She loves you.
thilaCamillo
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